Life as it passes by..... And lil Update:)!

So when 2010 ended i made my self a promise that i will never allowed nothing like everything that happen that yr, that this new yr everything would be great everything would be almost perfect (because nothing is perfect but we can get close to it rite?) But anyway. yeah that was a promise i made my self, but what happen to that promise? i ask my self that all the time lately everything that is happening to me now its like deja'vu all over again and its really a horrible feeling, feeling like everything is going down instead of up, everything is going backwards instead of forward. I just really hate all of this all of this stressed all i wanna do now is graduate quickly which sucks because it is not for another year and leave this horrible town where i live where everything and everybody tries to make your life miserable just cause they don't know how to handle their mouths or penis (im sorry for the things im saying here) anyway i just hate how your trying to make something work soo hard or when u give it your all for a hole yr for that person and for what?! so they cant appreciated at the end. Like seriously things like that really pisses me of and just makes me be more uncomfortable with my life. I mean things like that is whats going wrong i mean school is going pretty good so far and i still have my friends closer and made new ones this yr too. but i hate being depresses and the funny thing is? that people doesn't notice that because im always all smiles or always soo excited but im getting too tired of all of this and i feel like im about to explode pretty soon =|  

Update  

on something else which im sure girls like me who likes fashion, girls things etc. would like:)

 So im thinking about doing things like hauls (but not videos just like pictures) OOTD (Outfit of the day), NOTD (nail of the day), MOTD (makeup of the day) things like that etc. i really like all of does things and i LOVE fashion i love nails and most of all i love makeup so i think it would be good for me to keep my mind of things i mean i did this blog for stuff like that but never actually did it i just think its really cool and fun=D!

TuChulita